December 2019 | Full Moon in Gemini
the final full moon of 2019 and of this decade is transiting in gemini at 19° degrees, on december 12, 2019 at 12:12am (ET), and is in opposition with the sun in sagittarius. other planetary transits that may be playing a part during this full moon are:
moon square neptune (planet of imagination, dreams, creativity, imagination) in pisces: can cause confusion and our thoughts to be blurred due to illusion. we should learn to discern what is the truth versus what is a lie because the energy right now can be very deceptive.
triple conjunction between saturn (planet of structure, discipline, karma), venus (planet of love, harmony, romance, beauty), and pluto (planet of change, transformation, rebirth, regeneration) in capricorn: relationships and finances will be highlighted.
saturn 19°: challenges may trigger the aptitude of maintaining stability within our connections and test our limits within our partnerships in order for us to learn the value of discipline, perseverance, and to reclaim self-control - what karmic beliefs or parts of my past need to be healed and released in order for me to move forward? what is causing limitations on the progression of my partnership? how can i balance myself and my relationship? and when it comes to our finances, we need to not overspend (especially because it’s the holidays), create a budget, and organize/prioritize our spending habits.
venus 20°: the energy of venus is amplified in this planetary placement therefore, venus encourages us to look at all of our relationships to see if they’re being fulfilled or discern if the foundation our partnerships are built on are secure and stable for the next decade.
pluto 21°: pluto is here to break us down completely through waves of deep healing and serious soul detoxing. it’s very likely that our shadows (addictive habits, self-destructive behaviors), wounds (from relationships to past experiences), deep and intense emotions (such as suppressed emotions, guilt, fear, jealousy, possessiveness), and secrets may surface. this will help remove what no longer serves us and/or discover/expose truth for clarity and understanding.
between the gemini full moon and the triple conjunction, we are being called to acknowledge the integration and acceptance of duality (combining ego vs spirit or mirroring our inner vs outer realities. looking at both parties role - you and theirs - in situations, knowing the difference between what we need vs what we want, realizing what has and hasnt been working for us, embracing the chaos when you ask for peace, appreciating the bad and the good, allowing what’s done in the dark to come to light), curiosity (stepping outside of normal routines and patterns, embracing uncertainty, and exploring the unknown), our communication (watching what we say, being aware of what we’re speaking into our existence, expressing our feelings truthfully, being mindful in conversations), our thoughts (releasing limited beliefs and perceptions, thinking clearly and carefully when making decisions, shifting mental programming and conditioning such as behaviors, patterns, and habits), and release attachments to our past that we may no longer resonate with, that may conflict with our boundaries, or that may not bring stability into our lives as we move into a universal 4 year.
— in order to have balance of two opposing forces, we must acknowledge that we cannot have too much of one thing or it will completely consume the other.
duality - opposing forces that conflict with one another, creating chaos
polarity - complimentary forces that work with one another, creating balance.
the gemini symbol ♊︎ is meant to resemble the roman numeral II or two pillars to represent duality; signifying life and death, inner and outer, light and dark, black and white, good and evil, etc. but polarity is what allows us to comprehend that contradictory forces brought together can be recognized as mutually dependent upon each other, implementing unity and balance.
“we all have at least two sides. the world we live in is a world of opposites. and the trick is to reconcile those opposing things. i’ve always liked both sides. in order to appreciate one you have to know the other. the more darkness you can gather up, the more light you can see too.”
— relationship and financial problems, questioning the loyalty of others, erratic emotions, tension, inability to focus, indecision, mental fog, writers block, mental clutter, anxiety, the urge to numb emotions (escapism), a breakup/divorce, loss, disappointment, resistance, the desire to isolate, or even panic attacks.
others may experience:
— restoration of inner peace, a more harmonious relationship, deepening of connections, confidence in making decisions, coming to a mutual understanding, having fun and being more sociable, exploring outside of your comfort zone, reconnecting with your true self, allowing your curiosity to open you up to new ideas/opportunities, putting more value into your relationships, wearing your heart on your sleeve, keeping your emotions in check, taking risks, or following through with your commitments.
suggestions for this gemini full moon | accept and face any buried issues that resurface. research ways to better network yourself/your career via social media. create a budget. review all areas of your life and see which area needs to be reworked or more attention. prioritize and organize your finances. find balance. slow down and relax. reflect back on the past 10 years. revise all ideas before you put them out. explore new ideas and opportunities, but be sure you are able to follow-through with them or commit to them. do some shadow work (guide below). be curious of the unknown. look ahead when sorting out long-term goals. talk things through with your partner. reconcile, if possible. find a peace of mind. work on healing emotions by addressing them or expressing them. detach from connections that have been inconsistent for the past 10 years. hold yourself and others accountable for their actions.
inner work | self-healing
gemini is associated with the throat chakra. clearing blockages from the throat chakra may require you to work through and release emotions in order for you to restore a healthy energetic balance in the fifth chakra.
symptoms of a blocked throat chakra | chronic sore throat, has a small quiet voice, teeth clenching or grinding, fear of speaking, frequent headaches, inability to express thoughts, dental issues, shyness, mouth ulcers, inconsistency in speech and actions, hoarseness, social anxiety, thyroid problems, stubbornness, laryngitis, detachment, neck pain.
release | worries, fears, doubts, resentments, regrets, mental limitations (perspectives/beliefs), self-sabotaging behavior/habits, negative inner critic/self-talk, unhealthy patterns, outdated programming, mental clutter, emotional blockages (trauma/wounds), insecurities.
remedies | cry it out. be honest. learn good communication skills such as using a strong clear voice and making eye contact. massage your face, head and shoulders. sing more often. talk things out. journal your issues and problems (write everything you want to release in the above section). wear blue or invite more blue into your environment. listen to 320hz frequency.
carry crystals like blue lace agate, sodalite, lapis lazuli, turquoise, or aquamarine with you.
wear oils such as frankincense, geranium, jasmine, sage, cypress, peppermint, eucalyptus, clove, and lavender.
eat foods such as blueberries, dragonfruit, wheatgrass, mushroom.
do yoga poses such as camel, plow, bridge, fish, and standing forward bend.
gemini rules mercury, the planet of communication, thoughts, and mindset.
ask yourself | does what I say to others reflect my true feelings or do I say things to only appeal others? am I making judgement of other people based off the gossip from others? are my thoughts about current events developed from my own beliefs/values or from the energy of others? are there any issues that I avoided confronting? do I talk about things that mirror my beliefs/core values or am I just following what's trending? is my self-talk nurturing or hurtful? is there anything I need to get off my chest? am I speaking through my authentic self at all times? am I making decisions based off fear and paranoia or intuition?
full moon in gemini energy reading
theme:
(91) surrender | (13) effort
lessons:
emperor reversed: relationship with power, control, discipline, responsibility, and authority. inflexibility, lack of discipline, control freak.
hanged man: sacrifice, letting go, emotional release, being vulnerable and open, giving up control, accepting what is, and suspension.
v pentacles: rejection, lack of acceptance, experiencing hardships, material troubles or financial setbacks, neglecting yourself, abusing your body.
justice reversed: lack of accountability, dishonest, unfair treatment, imbalance (focused on one part of your life and neglecting other aspects)
surrender:
fear
negative thinking
to receiving love and support
outdated beliefs about yourself