May 2020 | Full Moon in Scorpio
keywords | regeneration, transformation, death, rebirth, shadow, revelations, awakenings, truth, secrets, reveal, power, intense.
the scorpio full moon stations at 17'; moon opposite sun in taurus (what hasn’t been working cannot remain, no longer able to pretend things are okay), sun conjunct mercury in taurus (the thought of new approaches are triggering deeply rooted transformations), moon opposite mercury in taurus (inner conflict and turmoil may cause mood swings, misunderstandings and arguments); trine neptune in pisces (heightened psychic ability — tap into your intuition, increase in insightful dreams, truth and hidden thoughts exposed, possibility of compassion and compromise increases), mercury sextile neptune (the release of pent up emotions), venus in gemini square neptune in pisces (nostalgic visions of past romantic connections — exes, temptation can bring deception and illusion in the relationship area, confusion and inability to discern what’s genuine — things can appear not as they seem).
NUMEROLOGY
1 and 7 in numerology focus on self, internally and externally. it asks us to be completely vulnerable and honest about who we are. 1 and 7 want us to evaluate what part of ourselves we're willing to accept and disown. it asks us to observe why we self-hate, what triggers our negative self-talks, what parts of ourselves we're in denial of, and what about ourselves that we're comfortable with.
this full moon is meant to bring all of us a powerful transformation; felt globally, but individually and personally.
SCORPIO FULL MOON
having a scorpio full moon within a universal 9 month creates space for our ego to experience deep transformation and death in the form of sacrifice, surrendering, or release. what no longer resonates with us or is no longer a vibrational match to us, will find its way to die off.
9 triggers themes of excess and escapism. be aware of trying to avoid what needs to be faced through excessive indulgence of your addictions. now would be a good time to re-evaluate any bad habits such as addictions.
when the moon transits in the sign of scorpio, it encourages us to dive beyond what is known and into the unknown. the dark depths of our being becomes illuminated and unveils the hidden truth; all in the midst of heightened emotions triggering revelations, inner/outer conflict, and/or unexpected emotional outbursts. what is kept in the dark can no longer stay hidden, whether it’s from ourselves or from others; it’s time for it to be released! and as uncomfortable as it may make you feel when it surfaces or how uncomfortable it may be to confront it, the option of resisting or running away will not cause it to disappear or make things more comfortable. it will only manifest deeper and a lot more painful to deal with later on.
what to expect:
outburst of emotions
detaching from unhealthy relationships
low tolerance for drama/conflict
emotions such as worry, doubt, fear may manifest
urge to release past wounds (initiating healing) and outdated programming/approaches
exes or old connections (friends/family) returning
evaluating self-sabotaging and self-limiting patterns (negative self-talk, doubt, obsessive behavior, unhealthy cycles)
suggestions:
release anything and anyone that does not serve your well-being. pay attention to your dreams. free yourself from holding onto intense emotions. allow parts of yourself to die off (habits that do you no good). expect the unexpected. connect with your intuition. let go of self-sabotaging behaviors and patterns that hinder your growth. face all of your emotional baggage (because they will surface) and learn from them. embrace change. be open to accepting any truth that reveals itself. surrender ego-based thoughts. avoid reacting impulsively (this can lead to conflict due to overreaction). unveil any secrets/skeletons from your closet. be truthful and authentic. face your fears. clear any blockages that may be preventing you from finding your truth. retreat. protect your energy.
MOON MESSAGE
yesterday, i pulled cards for the scorpio full moon and wrote about it on twitter:
“what are yall running from? what are yall trying to fuck away? what are yall lying about? what are yall hiding? what are yall afraid to face? who are yall trying to deceive?
what results are yall really expecting to see when youre doing these things?”
the faultline card shows that a few of you have been walking on eggshells, avoiding chaos when the underlying pressure within your relationships/connections, situations, or inner emotions are ready to crack. its long overdue and you’re real close to snapping, but that’s because you’ve fallen to escapism as a form of avoidance.
you need to stop pretending everything is ok when it’s not! stop pretending that you’re healed when the wound is cut deep! stop accepting unwanted situations! stop offering sexual pleasure in return for others to change! stop being ignorant to the bullshit! tip toeing around everything wont prevent the cracking because the pressure is building. its beyond you now. you need to use the energy of the scorpio full moon to address everything that you’ve been suppressing and welcome all forms of truth, even if its a truth you couldnt imagine.
keep in mind that there is energy in the air that supports the idea of compromising and finding middle ground through harmony, but if severing ties completely is your choice, do not doubt what your intuition is whispering to you. doubt will make you feel like youre making the wrong choice and thats because you are programmed to believe that the ending of something is a loss, when it can also be a beginning.
other messages:
someone fell victim to the temptation of the siren archetype (seduced into doing something you shouldn’t be doing) and for some connections, acts of betrayal and/or adultery we’re triggered in the process. these secrets may be exposed between now and the next couple of weeks. it may initiate conflict, but the ability to compromise is very possible.