August 2020 | Full Moon in Aquarius
keywords | insight, rebellion, karma, restrictions, limitations, breakthroughs, connections, friends, expansion, awareness, perspective, liberation, dreams, honesty, intuition, community.
the aquarius full moon stations at 11'; moon opposite sun in leo (finding balance between the individual vs community, ego vs spirit, material vs spirit, polarity tension), moon square uranus in taurus (unexpected breakthrough moments or developments that bring personal freedom, tensions rising as we continue fighting for justice, society still being impacted financially); mars square jupiter in pisces (expansion on the tension/turbulence, frustrations boiling, building momentum for violence/aggression), mercury opposite saturn (feeling restricted with communication, looking for an effective way of communicating your emotions, feeling one thing yet another as well).
NUMEROLOGY
11 is a master number, known as the “master teacher”, illumination, spiritual awareness/growth, awakening, intuition, manifestation, idealism, inspiration, humanitarianism, enlightenment, sensitivity, initiation, and high vibrational frequency. it also shares the lessons of 2 - peace, cooperation, connection, balance, feminine, yin, emotions, duality, decisions, confusion, receptivity, nurturing, patience, insight.
this full moon at 11’ is here to awaken us to a new reality, which will require us to release parts of ourselves (habits, thoughts, suppressed feelings, patterns, etc) that may be holding us back. the need for inner strength is highly encouraged in order to power through this because you will feel pushed and pulled trying to balance your inner and outer worlds.
11 asks us to learn to see things from both sides, to control our emotions when engaging with others or when we feel triggered by them, to acknowledge the role you play in the world, and to re-evaluate the standards we hold others to that we may not hold for ourselves. it is an opportunity for mastery and inspiration to rebirth your sense of self for better projection of the energy we choose to put out in the world.
AQUARIUS FULL MOON
an aquarius full moon occurring in a universal 3 month wants us to grow up. it brings us an opportunity to clear the way, expand our awareness, and reconstruct ourselves from the inside out in an expressive way that benefits for self and others. with the leo sun opposite the moon, we can feel ourselves fighting a battle between spirit and ego-based actions that will trigger internal struggles, for sure.
the aquarius full moon calls us to allow our confusion to work as a catalyst for what changes need to be made in our lives (question what is or isnt working); be open-minded (detach from what you deemed normal); embrace making changes without resistance (stop holding onto outdated habits that do not uplift or inspire you); release old ways and try something new - ways to communicate, new ideas, new ways of thinking, etc; give without overextending yourself (form boundaries with others and avoid people-pleasing); be at service for others without neglecting yourself.
FULL MOON IN AQUARIUS READING
SURRENDER:
to rest and sleep
stress
to inner peace
outdated beliefs about yourself
like i mentioned through this post, this full moon is testing the bridge between ego and spirit. it is triggering inner turmoil (deep rooted issues such as past trauma, suppressed thoughts and emotions, issues with sense of self that need to be evolved), which seems to have been boiling for some time now. on the surface, it is forming and showing up as aggression, anxiety, feeling sick with worry, reaching a breaking point, stress, sadness, grief, sorrow, speaking out of anger or pouring your heart out, feeling mentally overwhelmed, deep unhappiness, emotional breakdowns, isolation, insomnia, the urge to cry, inability to think straight, feeling defensive, etc.
you may see this happening mostly during conflicts (with others), situations that cause you to feel personally attacked or a need to stand up for yourself (with others, in work environments/at home), conversations that trigger the emotional breakdown (self-realization), which in turn will give you the wisdom and clarity you need to understand you or your situation more clear.
THE MESSAGE:
comic
hunter
the comic shows up when you need to see things from a level of understanding that is beyond the darkness that is surrounding you. it needs to be seen through the eyes of light, love, or laughter. the comic doesnt want you to get so caught up in the messiness of your emotions or drama that it takes you away from the bigger picture, which in this case is rebirth.
now the hunter shows up when you want to be precise; when you are looking for answers that lead you straight to the point of resolve. however all of this resonates, the best way to approach your situation is to look at the weapons (your options) that would help you aim at your target (help handle your issue). look at it from all sides to help you go in for the kill (dead the situation).
LOVE MESSAGE
this could be the one
wedding
for those that are single, your idea of the person you’re expecting to show up in your life or wanting to attract is not what the divine has in store for you. if you’ve been trying to manifest an ex back into your life, some of you should just stop (of course, a personal reading could clarify if you should stop). you’re intervening with the works of divine and you trying to rekindle things with an ex could be the very thing that’s blocking you from meeting the person you’re actually meant to marry.
this could also apply for those that are single (recently broke up with an ex) or taken and in the developing stages with someone (talking stages or taken with no commitment established) and the way you are expecting your lover to show up is blocking you two from progressing. “this could be the one”, but because of your thoughts about them not being your ideal lover in this moment right now, they’re not gonna appear as “the one”. if youve been holding off on addressing something that’s been bothering you, now is the time to speak up. if your expectations of them are something that cannot be compromised or causes either of you two compromise your true selves, then parting ways is something that is suggested.
for some of you that are in a committed relationship, i see an argument/conversation or possibly even a physical confrontation happening that may cause someone to want to call it quits. if this was started by an argument/conversation, your situation is fixable. you two need to stop taking the easy way out and trying to call it quits because you’re too lazy to put in the work of mending/maintaining the relationship. now if a physical confrontation caused this, it may be time for you to actually leave and if you’re worried about post break-up, just know that the ending of this connection will open the door for you to meet someone you could potentially marry or experience a better relationship with.
specific message:
someone is weighing the pros and cons about a specific person because they feel like something is missing. unfortunately, what is missing is love and commitment. the two things that establish a relationship in the first place. i’m seeing that this connection is requiring space, which ultimately means a physical separation.
i’m also seeing someone who is trying way too hard to make this connection work or putting in more effort than they need to. you’re giving too much of yourself away (especially sexually). you need to re-evaluate your manifestations. what type of partner are you really trying to attract? what changes do you need to make (i’m sensing boundaries and self-control) to help yourself attract a better partner?